Thursday, August 30, 2007

Bio Whiz

I am a biology whiz. Yep yep. lol
The quiz went well today, I got one wrong, and when we discussed as our small group, I had a good argument for it. lol
It was very close to the right one. You know, the tricky stuff. lol

Anyway, today was good. I ran into the girl I met at the hypnotist, the one who introduced me to Native. So I ate lunch with her and one of her friends. I'm just making friends all over the place! lol

Native came over to CC. He just randomly called me, I had been napping actually. lol
But it was cool. I was glad to have the company.

Lately a bunch of us from CC have headed over to dinner together. It's funny, someone comes and pounds on all the doors and then we head over there. It's fun.
I think I'm going to a youth group thing tonight. And there's another one i might get into later too.

POOPERS!!! I missed the psych club meeting. I was having too much fun at dinner. And then I had to come talk to Beagle. MENSCH!!! lol
Next time.

I'm randomly a social butterfly...*flies around room*

Speaking of critters, there was a cricket in my room today. Totally random. Scared me, I thought it was a roach or something. lol

Mmmm...labor day weekend...thank goodness. ;)

Hope everyone is doing well!!! I'll catch you guys later!!!


The Flutterby,

Chelle

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Talk of the Town

Ok, maybe not the town, but the whole family seems to be talking about this. Wow. lol

So, I want to clarify some things. I'm in a stage of, discovery. Discovering the world, new things, knowledge, etc, but mostly myself. And, some of that is realizing the world isn't as beautiful as people want you to believe. It IS beautiful, but i'm sort of, stepping out of my shell and seeing things for what they are. Actually, that was me in high school. lol

Now I am trying to appreciate the world as it is. And I'm sorry if I shocked people by saying I was ashamed to be an American. I guess what I meant was, certain things embarrass me because I know parts of the world really look at that and judge all Americans based on that one bad thing. And there are plenty of good things going on, I won't deny that...but it's not publicized as much is it?

Anything I say I will get all this, oh, the world is wonderful, be proud of who you are, comments and such. And I am proud of who I am. I'm God's child. That's me.

I hate being categorized. If you know me, you might know that. Maybe I come from a certain gorup, but that group does not define me. Good and bad. I'm my own person.

The only thing I'm proud to be categorized as is a Jesus Freak. ;)


Anyway, sorry for shocking some of you. I guess I just don't see myself as apart of this world very much, so I'd rather be disassociated with it at times. ;)


Don't worry about me, in fact, I'll start my little piece on this whole episode, and post it here periodically. Then maybe you'll understand a bit more of what I mean.




In other news...


Okay day today actually. I did pretty well in art, though I drew the easiest thing possible. ;)
Still, the teacher said I made it look good. lol

In anthropology we started a film, "A Man Called 'Bee'". It's interesting to learn about this other culture and see how this man did his research there.

And, I got together with my Study Buddy for like 30 minutes. lol
He had to run and do something, but we went over the harder questions. He actually hadn't read all of it yet, and was very apologetic, of course I didn't care. It helps when I explain it to someone else. Kind of clarifies it in my brain for me. Hopefully we'll do well tomorrow. I understand more than I thought.

I think I'm well prepared for West Civ too. I hate essays though, and don't know for sure how I should write it. Not flowery, I know that, but maybe if I approach from the AP Eng angle, I can at least impress him with my skills. lol

Beagle time today. Just ended actually. He's home, no idea why. Probably one of his secret army things. lol. But he won't be around Friday. So instead of our normal time we had today, and then some time maybe tomorrow. It's nice. I miss him a lot.

The hardest thing about leaving home is not having that family to lean back on. My loneliness for Beagle has grown a lot in the past two weeks. Seeing Grandma helps a lot, but just walking around campus, I know that when I get home to my dorm, I'll be alone. And it's ok. But...even with my new friends...no one really knows me...and I need that security I guess so I don't get too...well...lonely.

It's that dumb grieving thing Peggy talked about. I go through the same stages as if someone had died when I'm seperated from Beagle.
And now my family.

But no worries guys! i'm doing great. ;) Honestly.
I can always be better, but things are going better than I thought they would.

I've hung out with the CC group at dinner lately, and it's really fun. They're so goofy.
One girl had to tell us this joke that the kids she babysits told her....

What happened to the Indian who drank too much tea?













He drowned in his own tea-pee.

*rolls eyes*

Ok...that's enough blabber for today.

*hugs and kisses to everyone*
That's one thing I miss...hugs...;(



Huggable and lovable,

Chelle
<--- too true

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Officer Chelle *laughs*

We had a hall gov meeting. I am now AIM rep. We pick the movies they show on the campus channel. They're the only ones we can watch in our lobby, we can't have DVD players, etc. So...it could be interesting. I wanted to do something. lol
Next year though...something different maybe.

Whoa...just read something online that says I have to set up the hall website and maintain it!!! Cools!!! I can do that!!! ;)

We'll see. There's an orientation in Sept. and my first meeting is next week, so, YAY for involvement! OH!!! Almost forgot!!! The psych club, SPA, haha, meets soon, soooo...


MORE YAY!!!


*yawns*


Too tired for more. Later!


Drowsily yours,
Chelle

Your Input Please

All right, I did my drawing. Gave into doing hands even though EVERYONE will do hands. lol. I think for the continuous line drawing I'll do feet. But that's for later.

Right now I need some ideas. I have some space at the bottom and I need to fill the whole page. Any ideas would be great.


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Yes, I drew this. lol. It's my best so far. Though I've only done three drawings...



I was thinking of putting the Chinese or Japanese or arabic symbol for love below the hands. Or somehow doing flowers...but I don't really know...and when you're using charcoal and you don't know, it's not wise to just start drawing. ;)





I HAVE to talk about the humane society now. EEEEEEEEEEEEEee

FUN

Haha

There are some CUTE kittens there. One named Bobbie fit right in my hand. He was a sweetie. Wouldn't let go of me. If I even tried to put him on the floor he just sunk his claws into me. AWWWWW

lol

There is one psycho kitty, Billy Bob. Wow, he had issues. But that's what made us love him!!!

The dogs were crazy. Except for three. One, a female beagle, :), was nice and quiet, and then when I went into her kennel to sit and pet her, she just started howling right in my ear. UGH

Another one, a german shepard, was really cute, but we couldn't take him out because he had leg problems or something. hopefully next time. he was a sweetheart. and another one was just the most calm thing ever. I dunno what he was. Some curly black dog, big, but he was patient and didn't jump and go wild like the others, which was adorable. And boring. lol

Can't wait to go back. I wonder when i will...





All right...I've avaded my West Civ book long enough...





Fluffily yours (I'm still covered in cat hair),
Chelle



Break

Thought I'd take a small study break and say hello to everyone.

My aunt, Auntie Li, haha, *i don't want to give out identities, as obvious by my calling a friend Native...i actually forgot his name now...oops...* Anyway...Auntie Li emailed a response to my cynical post on Rammstein's Amerika. I just want to say, I get pessimistic at times. So I apologize. I do think we live in a great world, and we do have some great things going on, but a lot of people have to point out the negatives and rub it in our faces....like that video....but you know, even as I wrote that post, I knew there are good things. I was just too focused I guess. Actually, I have something I'm going to write about that. Or I'd like to. You know me, I have a million story ideas running in my head and can hardly even start one.
But...sad as it is that this world has to suffer and it's only going to get worse...God gave us love, and Jesus, and He's coming back. So as bad as it gets, but ultimately, how beautiful will it be when we are saved from our corruption? *sigh* I guess it just breaks my heart to think about it sometimes. But enough of that!!!

I have a bio study-buddy now. I think we'll get together tomorrow before Thursday's RAT. And Native and I had breakfast together again. We wandered around the MU before my class, and there was a booth set up for women's rugby. I picked up a paper, the girl said they need girls my size...but with my lungs dying after three flights of stairs....lol. Then again, training could make things better. I think I need to do something anyway. So I might check that out...and if not...my RA is friends with a guard girl, and I'm tempted to help them out with winter guard. *if it's at all like their fall guard...they need help...lol*

Today in about...an hour...a group from my res hall is going to the Humane Society!!! YAY!!! Cute kitties, and puppies, and bunnies to play with!!!
I miss my Baby, so if anyone at home reads this, give her a hug and kiss from her momma! And Mel Gel, give Chew Toy a meal worm for me. lol

At lunch today...ick...these boys started talking about a girl in line. Something like a big score or something....*shudder* It was worse listening to them than it sounds as i write it. Silly girl had really short shorts on. I was thankful for my baggy hoodie, jeans, and mousy hair. I just pulled it back with a head band today, so no frisky girl. lol. Those boys...haha....who am i to talk...at lunch last year we checked out the army guys recruiting...gotta love a man in uniform. ;)

Speaking of men in uniforms, Beagle is coming home early this week! Dunno why, but he is! Tomorrow night is reserved for him. ;) I think I can squeeze in study time for bio with my "buddy" and then talk to Beagle. Man, he is paranoid the poor thing. I would be too. Thank goodness he's surrounded by men...or is that good...eh, i trust him. But if he knew my bio study buddy is a guy...he would probably freak. Who can blame him? I'm worried enough about pretty German girls and he doesn't even see any! lol

Well, bio calls. Loud and clear. So many amino acids and proteins to study...so little interest to do so. lol
Kidding. Bio is fun. But the reading kills me. And I have a CLAT due in a week, and that's typically for seniors majoring in bio. UGH. lol


Without further ado, tchüss!

Chelle


Monday, August 27, 2007

Adventures in the North

Weekend Update:


Yes, I did get "lost" on my way to Grandma's using the bus. I wasn't completely sure how the bus thing worked, you know, if they had scheduled stops or something. And I'm too embarrassed to speak up of course. lol

But, it is OK. I got it now. In fact, I decided to signal a little early that I wanted to get off, and the guy looked at me like I was crazy because they don't stop there. I was like, not yet, further up! I'm just telling you! *groans* The happy medium. Don't do it early. Don't do it late. So that bus....maybe it has scheduled stops. It's all too confusing for me. At least I know now.


Grandma and I hung out Saturday. I woke up at 9:30 and she said if I wanted we could catch a bus in 30 minutes and go to the farmer's market. *laughs* I wasn't really rushed, but I couldn't dawdle like I love to do in the morning.

While we were there, all I could do was coo at the babies and dogs running around. Who cares that the college football team was there. lol

We bought some homemade German Kuchen (cakes). It was fun.

After that I just studied. WOOHOO

Oh, I did take a nap. And we washed clothes. I'll probably do another load here on my own because to take all my laundry up there is too much.


Sunday was church, and they had a birthday party for two ladies who are 91. Man, I hope I don't live that long. 18 years has all ready been a lot on me. haha.

I want to be old, if you know me you know I can't wait to be an eccentric old grandmother, but not 91. Or 109. Yuck. Someone was mentioned in the paper and she was 109 years old! Can you imagine? I don't want to think about it. I'm all ready upset with the track the world is taking, how much worse might I feel a hundred years from now?


Anyway, after that, and after I had made friends with a hyper active child, we went back home and just relaxed.

We played some games, we got really goofy, and bonded. It was wonderful. We both told each other some things we haven't told many others because they'd say we were crazy or just not appreciate it for what it is. I really had fun.

Then Matilda came on and we watched that. And THEN...in case you haven't heard...


There was a tornado warning issued for our area. There was one just south of us and it destroyed a lot of that community, and killed a 50 yr. old man.

Pretty sad.


The lightning was amazing to watch. Like sideways across the sky...and the clouds were freaky. lol. Needless to say, I enjoyed myself. We camped out on the basement stairs with some flashlights and a radio until the warning expired, and then I went happily to bed. *i was tired and had to wake up earlier than usual today*


And now here I am, dorm sweet dorm. And when I leave for class in a few minutes, I won't be back until after supper. *sigh*


I am excited about my psych class though. We'll learn about the opportunities we have here to intern and stuff and what exactly we can do with our majors, etc. It'll be fun. Hopefully I can take a "real" psych class next semester though.


Art today was....eh. I enjoy it, but I hate looking at everyone else's work. lol

I'm not amazing...none of us really are...but some are obviously better.

I can't wait to do my foot drawing though. I'm debating whether or not to draw my toes doing their cool little stretch. hahaha

Ooo...I should do a hand, fingers apart, and a foot, toes apart. lol

I originally thought I might do both hands and feet. We'll see. I might do that tomorrow. If it rains. It's kind of groggy out. If it at least doesn't rain I might hit the Wellness Center FINALLY tomorrow. lol


Momma, the care/welcome package came. No worries. I just have to go pick it up now.


Ok...not much else right now. *hugs to all*


We'll see what adventures I have today because I can't seem to get by one day without 'em.


Missing you all, Chelle

*I might do something like this for my hand/foot pic. We shall see*

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Anger with the World

I just completed an anthropology assignment, we had to watch a video of an anthropologist giving a speech about cultural diversity, and then Rammstein's "Amerika" video.

I feel awful. In an emotional, spiritual, worldly sense. I HATE the world now. It makes me sad to think that all these beautiful cultures are disappearing. And what's so great about a new car compared to a beautiful sunset or a newborn baby. And yet, I wouldn't let anyone seperate me from my laptop!!!

Couldn't we just let those people be. Find trees somewhere else, find another way of making products without destroying someone's home?

*sigh* This class is going to make me uncomfortable, but that's good. Because when you are pushed beyond your comfort zone, you can expand it.

But that Rammstein video...made me even more ashamed to be an American in today's society.

*sigh* On that note, I'm going to bed.

Disappointed, Chelle

Deep Thoughts *take two*

Well, hopefully I can get this out on the blog. lol

Western Civ. is going to be a very interesting class. The reading in the book is as dull as in any other history book. But the professor is so passionate, there will never be a dull moment in class.

He started our class Tuesday saying there was one thing he knew about all of us, (his students); we can think. "...humans, unlike other animals," he pointed that out from our book, we have the ability to think and rationalize, question and discover, etc.
The book took this out of this edition, but he thought it was important and printed out a copy, what Pascal said about humans;

"I can well conceive a man without hands, feet, head (for it is only experience which teaches us that the head is more necessary than feet). But I cannot conceive man without thought; he would be a stone or a brute."

and this is most interesting;

"...if the universe were to crush him, man would still be more noble than that which killed him, because he knows that he dies and the advantage which the universe has over him; the universe knows nothing of this."

Wow. At first I thought...ok...that made little to no sense. But then our professor talked about it, and I read it again. Nature is ultimately stronger than we are. Floods, hurricanes, blizzards, earth quakes, etc. But the universe acts without thought. The ocean and wind don't get together one day for coffee and say, "Hey, New Orleans could use a good cleaning don't you think? Let's get together and destroy it."
Neither does, and I love this example, a camel wonder WHY it's a camel. Or what it's destiny on earth is. Or, if it should have been a horse instead.

The thing our professor wants us to do is learn about ourselves and individuals as we learn about history. Kind of, where we came from, and where we are now because of it.

He's a really cute old guy who is so passionate about his work, I'm really excited about the course. But not the reading. *sigh* The books we have other than the text book are all right, we have a book on the Black Death, a biography of Napoleon, and "All Quiet on the Western Front", but the text book is killer. lol

Biology is good too. The professor has interesting examples for us. He introduced the scientific method using termites. He placed them on some paper, and one started scrambling around and he said, "Maybe he'll stay if I draw a fence around him," so he drew a red circle around it. And it was hilarious to watch on the projector, the little guy just ran along the line, occasionally weaving inside and outside the circle, but always along the line. And when he added more lines, the poor thing started going in circles, confused. haha
Anyway, the point was observation, the termite follows the line. He had us come up with hypotheses as to why that was, like, the color, a certain chemical in the ink, or just the indention in the paper. And then he suggested ways we could test that. Different color inks, pencil, and leavng an indention without an ink mark.

Sadly he didn't tell us what the reason is the termite follows the line. lol. I'm curious, but I don't want to look online...I have the urge to get some termites and experiment with them. haha. Don't worry, I won't do it.

We also formed tentative groups for quiz taking. I think mine is permanent, it's a good group. But what we do with these what the professor calls "RATs" is we take them individually, and then as a group. And both are graded. We get clickers for the individual one. And as a group we have a cool scratch off sheet for putting in our answers. If you scratch off say, B, and it's blank, you're wrong and have to keep going. But say A has a star after you scratch it, it's right! We get, as a group, four points for getting it right on the first scratch, 2 for the second, 1 for the third, and none after that.

A girl who had taken his class before said it's a really good way to learn. And it's practical, because in real life situations in the work place there will typically be a group to decide what to do, like in a surgery, there's not one doctor, there's many. So, I like that.

After biology I walked with...let's call him Native. It fits because it's painfully obvious by his accent that he's a local. ;)
Anyway, Native and I walked to lunch and ate together. It was fun. He's really nice and easy to talk to. Hopefully we can do that every Tues and Thurs after bio. It's depressing to sit alone at EVERY meal. ;)

I plan to go to grandma's tomorrow afternoon. I guess I have to squeeze in Beagle-time after anthropology and before catching the bus.

Art should be interesting tomorrow, we'll start drawing.

All this reading in biology, history, and anthropology is really, eerie. They all are connected, which makes sense if you think about it. But it's cool that I'm taking them all at once. And psychology will fit in there too. I can't wait for that to start next Monday!

I did not go to the football game, as I have had my share of football in highschool.

However, hockey games, count me in! ;)

I may not post again until Monday, as there is no internet connection at Grandma's, but I'll be sure to write about what we do/did. ;)

Lots of love from your fellow thinker, Chelle

*grumble*

stupid computer. i wrote an amazingly long, philosophical post and it had an error. *grumble*
i'll try again later.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Comments

Ok, I enabled comments for anyone, not just users. So, momma, sorry about the confusion.

You know, I just realized who commented on a post...wow. I was like...who's..."different"?

Of course! MY MOM!!!

"I differnt"

(It's supposed to look that way)

More Reasons to be Happy

So, I called K, my now "aunt", haha, to take me to Michael's for art supplies because Barnes and Noble was definitely out of the paper and pencil i needed for Fridays class. I can't really do much with just an eraser. I could ruin everyone else drawings! But, I'd rather make friends, not enemies. ;)

Anyway, it was fun driving and talking with her. She and my grandmother are two reasons I am so glad to be here. They're some of the family I've gotten along with, but never had a chance to really connect to. Now, I can. ;)

We were trying to figure out what we were to each other. Like, I'm really her second cousin, once removed I suppose. But that sounds so harsh. So, I'm her niece now since she doesn't have any. lol

Anthropology was good. The teacher seems nice. I met two guys...what is with guys...lol. I get along better with guys, older and younger people. Very rarely girls my age. Of course I have plenty of those friends back in F-world. But, in general, it's interesting how I feel better around guys and older and younger guys and girls.

The class should be fun. We get to watch a lot of films, and for one assignment we're watching a Rammstein video! haha
I was excited about that. I'm sure Beagle will find it interesting.

Speaking of him, he called my cell phone yesterday, but I didn't answer as I was napping. I kind of wonder what was going on, especially if he's ok. He never ever calls my cell. Never. Unless he's desperate to talk to me online, but it was Tuesday, and I don't know how he could have been online. Well, I'll see on Friday. I'm sure everything's fine. It just scares me a little when I see his name on my missed calls list.

Mmmm...I think I'll look over my CLAT for bio...there's a lot to it, might as well work while I have time.

Dein, Chelle

PS it's hot. i have both fans going. so, yes momma, i really do need these fans.

A Little Frustrated, And Freaked Out

Today I left about, ok, an hour early for my art class. I had nothing better to do. ;)
Good thing I did that though, I ended up taking the long way to the building. I had navigated a shorter way before, but somehow decided to be cool and walk all the way around this parking lot, anyway, I got there, but 45 minutes early. There was another girl there too at the same time, we both had worried about not finding the class, etc.
a few other guys showed up pretty early. But we ended up only having class for 40 minutes. We got out an hour early, because we just went over the syllabus and what supplies we'd need. So now I have to go back to Barnes and Noble and hope they have the supplies I need. Luckily I only need three items Friday, but I still need to get a lot of other stuff soon.

Went to the involvement expo since I was out earlier than I planned. I was disappointed that I didn't see anything for a German club. lol
But there's an anime society!!! *sheepish grin*
And, I got to talking to a lady from Avon, she had a booth, and I guess I'm following my mother's footsteps now. Haha. If anyone wants makeup, I'll be selling it! lol

I was going to meet a girl for lunch, but I never saw her. It's so crowded in there. I waited outside a while, and then this guy just came up to me and stared for a minute. So I said hi, trying to be polite even though I was a bit frightened. lol
He asked if I was a freshman, I said yes, obvious isn't it, he nodded, introduced himself, and I asked what year he was. He said he's a senior psychology major, and I said, oh, I'm majoring in psych too. Then he asked if I was waiting for someone, and I said yeah, I don't know where she is. And he stood there looking at me for the longest, most uncomfortable two minutes of my life. It was even more freaky because his eye twitched, and don't get me wrong, I have nothing against people with twitchy eyes, but he kept staring, and twitching, and I was eeriely reminded of Herr Evil/Mr. Twitchy. *cringe* This guy wouldn't leave me alone. If he had talked it wouldn't have been so bad. But he just stood there. *shiver* Finally I just got so uncomfortable I said I'd find my friend inside and we went in, but he saw a friend of his, so I was saved.

So, that's my interesting day so far. lol
Anthropology next. I'll be leaving in about 15 minutes. Then I guess I'll go to Barnes and Noble and get all artsy and stuff. ;)

I'm debating whether or not to go to the football game tomorrow. I don't have a ride...but there's a chance for free tuition for a sesmester! lol
Eh, I'll probably be cool and study. ;)

I did join S. Crew. If you know the school mascot you know what I mean. So I get points and special stuff if I go to games. Maybe later. I'm not into football. But hockey, I'm SO there!!!

Until later, maybe later today, Chelle

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

First Day in the First Grade *clap clap clap*

Ok, so it's NOT my first day in the first grade, but it popped into my head. It's a really annoying song Mel used to sing all the time from the Veggie Tales Jonah movie. I can't believe I'm thinking of that now. *sigh*

How was my first day of real college classes? Let's start off with breakfast.

I go down there, figuring I'd eat alone, and then I see a guy I recognize from a group I hung out with after the hypnotist. While I debated whether or not to say hi, *i didn't know if he remembered me, or cared*, he spotted me and came and sat with me. Wonderful feeling. lol
Anyway, we talked, turns out his friends and him had been talking about me, probably how pathetic I was wandering after them...haha...but I think if we hang out more it'll get better.
Turns out, we have bio together. We didn't sit together though. It's in a huge lecture hall. But I'll get to that in a moment.

So, after we sat in the Union just talking for about an hour, I went to Western Civilization. The professor is this really energetic older man, who you can tell loves his subject. Which I find wonderful. Helps me to love it too. He got into explaining the textbook and what we'd be looking at, and I'm pretty excited. It'll be hard work. First quiz Thursday. But he's very engaging and passionate, so it'll be interesting.

Then I had a few minutes to head to biology. It was packed! I spotted the guy I had talked to earlier in the back, no empty seats up there, and I wanted to be close to the front anyway. There were a few seats on the second row, and I sat between two really nice guys. One from the south too, and one local.
The professor is again, energetic, lively, but this one is young. I am really excited about both these classes. They are both expecting a lot of me, but I need that, or else I'll spend all hours of the day online and eating grandma's cookies because I don't have to try.

I think I feel a nap coming on. After that I need to study a bit, and head down to the Barnes and Noble to pick up my psych book and some "bluebooks" to use for my West. Civ. exams.

Good thing I took AP English. There's a lot of essay writing I'll be doing.

Sleepy, but content, Chelle

PS I was wondering, why are some guys more friendly than girls? Not all, just some. In general, I've met and feel comfortable around more guys than the girls so far. I don't want to hear what my dad has to say about it. *rolls eyes* Maybe it's a gender thing. Girls are wary of other girls. hmmm...lol. Just putting that out there. It was something I was pondering.

Monday, August 20, 2007

UGH...and other sounds of frustration

So I walked to the wellness center, to find it is closed to 5pm today. Just walking there tired me out, then I had to walk back...ugh. So I scouted out buildings, but the weather is iffy right now, little sprinkles falling, though it feels great. My legs were screaming to stop, so after a lot of walking, I have obliged.

I am sure that all that walking made up for not being able to work out at the center.

Earlier today I had to walk around the fine arts building for a while. I wasn't sure if it was the right building, and then the entrance was weird. But, I got it. So, tomorrow is only Hist and Bio, which are relatively close. Closer than the wellness or fine arts buildings.
That's one way to keep the freshman 15 off though!!!

I went to pick up an app for a costume assistant job with the theater. The lady wasn't the friendliest person alive. Hopefully though, she will give me the email of the costume designer, as she said she would. I think that job would be great. If not, there's the dining center.

We met in buildings with people in the same groups for majors, and it actually proved useful. First freshman info thing I am glad I attended. lol
I got in a group with 3 other girls interested in psych with my psych prof. Our class doesn't meet until next Monday, but two other girls and I will be there. It was nice to talk to him, I think our group talked the most of all the psych small groups. I'm really excited. I could do research or other work with different research centers or hospitals around. I hope I can get into something like that.

For now, I am content to sit in my room, blog, listen to music, and eat grandma's cookies. No worries though parental units, history and bio are tomorrow, so i've started skimming the books. ;)
And I have to go by the library or any computer lab later to print out class syllabi.

I just can't wait to get in the swing of things, right now, things like a job are uncertain, and I could use the knowledge of having one. It'd help me get used to my schedule. We shall see though.

Adjusting, Chelle

PS I didn't realize you had to have an account to comment on this. My apologies. But I can survive without 23 comments every post. ;)
I'm pretty blogging for the sake of blogging, and keeping anyone interested updated.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

New People...New Friends?

Exchanged numbers with a girl at the concert tonight. This guy started talking to us too, and he went away for a minute, and she comes up to me and says, "He likes you", and I say, "I thought he liked you!" Haha. *i thought it was funny* It could have been either or both of us. ;)

Anyway, they are both real nice. But the guy didn't ask for my number. haha. Which is why I think he liked her. lol

I did get whistled at as I walked in the building, and a guy said, "Frisky"...great...lol.
And someone honked at my group on the campus tour. Could have been at all of us, or anyone else, but...I'm paranoid. lol

I guess the dance was fun. The music was good. I really liked it. It was sort of a rock twist on country.
I can't help but be shocked that country is so popular here. I see it as a southern thing, but...I guess it's a western thing, and this is still technically the west. ;)

So, hopefully the girl and I will keep in touch. She's really nice.
And I told her, I feel like a match maker all ready with her and that guy. She definitely likes him, and I'm sure he likes her.
Or maybe I just hope so...because I hate it when people like me...I'm a people pleaser, so I want to make them happy and like them back...*rolls eyes* I'm a weirdo. ;)

Feeling better and hopeful for future friendships, Chelle

Lonely

Everyone has someone it seems. I need to find myself someone, but so far, when it comes down to it, it's just me myself and I.

Part of it is my fault I suppose. But most people have family, or friends, or a room mate at least to talk to and hang with. I'm pretty much on my own.
And I'm ok with that, to an extent. It's kind of sad to sit and eat by yourself. ;( Which is what I did at the barbeque a few hours ago. It wasn't even a barbeque. Hamburgers and hotdogs, NOT my idea of barbeque food. lol

There are nice people, but I find it interesting that I talk to mostly the people NOT my age. The older students, most of them who are supposed to talk to me anyway because I'm a freshman, and of course I find that terribly embarrassing. They are told to talk to me, who knows if they really care! lol

I should meet people in my classes though. And since nothing goes on Monday except a photo, I'll be checking out where my classes are, and then go to the wellness center, which is supposed to be GREAT, so that'll be fun.

Lonesome in the North, Chelle

Making Myself at Home

This morning I attended a brunch for the 2007-2008 Presidential Scholars. Kind of...silly. lol. Maybe I'm just tired of all the bravado and just want to get started with classes. It was nice to meet some of the deans, one gave me his contact info so I can ask about the education and human development and work it into my major with psych and German.

Yesterday was move in day. Didn't really take too long. I was the first one at CC. My room is cozy. I really love it. It is just big enough for me. I think if I had a roommate it'd be too weird. A little too cramped. ;)

But it feels homey now. I have a lamp, a few stuffed animals, pillows, pictures, it's comforting. And of course books.

The other day, Thursday I guess, we ran into a high school band director when picking up text books at the book store. I had grabbed a small flag with the school logo on it and was spinning it while my dad was on his cell, and I turned around and this guy was watching me. He said, "You must be in color group", granted, that's a weird name for it, but it's close. I was wearing my 2006 Winterguard shirt, so that was a clue too. ;)
I confirmed that I had indeed been a guardie, and he said he was a high school band director, from California, Mission Viejo of all places! his high school marching band comes in second to James Logan in California!
For any band nerd, that was exciting to hear! I knew of James Logan from WGI, so I figured, if their guard is that good, the band must be too.
Anyway, we talked, turns out his son is doing the marching band here. Ran into him at the brunch actually. Nice, and cute. haha
The dad almost convinced me to do guard with the marching band. But...

I was talking to our RA, and mentioned being captain of the guard in high school, and she said her friend was in guard, rifle in spring, flag in fall, and suggested I get into it here. ;)
Maybe winter guard. fall guard is not my thing. ;)

Meeting our neighbors yesterday was a bit silly. People are generally friendly, but, some not. lol.
We went to hear a comedian, who was amazing! He's from down south, so all his humor about how confused a non-native could be up here I could greatly appreciate.

Today at 3 I have some sessions to go to, ugh, all the same stuff over and over again. The only thing I need is the campus tour, just to review what to do before I start my classes. Then again, Monday I have no classes since they don't start till 4 and even then no labs, so I might walk through my schedule a few times.

There will also be a barbeque and concert/dance thing with October Road performing. Never heard of them, but should be good.

well, enough chatter.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Here at Last

post from a few days ago, newer post tomorrow

Thursday 16 August 2007

What a day! I’m exhausted. But thank the Lord I have pretty much everything to survive my first few months of college.
I also got the issue with my AP scores sorted out. *rolls eyes*Apparently, the last two exams I took got into another file without a date of birth or address. Both of which I know I filled out. But now they are on their way to the university, along with my other two. And a transcript showing my dual credit course. Apparently my high school transcript wasn’t enough for that.
So now I don’t have the basic English course, which is good because I may have died. Instead I have a Western Civilization course. Now my schedule goes something like this:
Monday Morning: Intro to Drawing and Color Materials
Afternoon: Intro to Anthropology
Psych 120
Evening: Biology 111 Lab

Tuesday Morning: Western Civilization
Biology 111

Wednesday: Same as Monday all day excluding Psych

Thursday: Same as Tuesday

Friday: Same as Wednesday

So, I have good opportunities to work. Especially on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
I guess I’m getting pretty excited. It’s a little weird to think that tomorrow evening I’ll be in my dorm for the first time. And probably roommate-less. Which isn’t too bad. I honestly could deal with no roommate. Since the hall I’m in is a converted sorority house, there’s only 34 girls in there, so I have a good chance of getting to know the other girls. Which will be nice. And if I do have my own room, more privacy. ;)I’m not even sure how well equipped my room is for 2 people. We shall see tomorrow morning. Our suspicions are that the room is kind of an attic room. Which I find really exciting.
I was touched when my grandparents back home called before I left. But now it’s my other grandmother’s turn. I’m her special girl she said. I won her heart. Haha. I am the one grandchild who answered her prayer that someone would do the extreme and come up here for college. I’m so glad I’ll be here to keep her company and get closer to her before I really move on with my life.
Wherever God leads me, I will follow. I see a lot of directions I could go, so now I’m exploring, and waiting for Him to tell me, “this is it, go here, work for Me.” And I will. Just, hopefully my boyfriend will be led to where I am also. But, that’s a story for another day.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

One More Day

This is my last day in F-World.
It's strange to think the day I leave is finally coming. College always seemed so far away, and it still does, but in reality, it's not any more.

I'm creating this blog to communicate with my friends. We have facebook, myspace, etc, but this will be my daily, or weekly, thought spot.
Because I know they'll miss hearing my complaints and adventures. And now that I'll be in college, it could get interesting!

I have stuffed my suitcase full, and a second, and I wonder how my dad plans to share that suitcase with me. He better pack light. ;)

I am leaving a lot of things at home. Which is hard. But I have to remind myself that I won't have time for the things I want to do, and the things I used to do. I'm going to be working more often hopefully, and I've got to study hard.

Well, only 15 hours until I leave this house, to not return before Christmas.